**Daddy's Little Girl**

Monday, January 24, 2005
so many days to write so many things to write...

23rd Jan 2005
really so nice to see my cg ppl for the 3rd service lahz...miss them all so much...i missed the sat campus and i think i miss out alot of stuffs...=( hate to miss for any services actually...but thank God for esther, she shared with me what deacon Chin wah preached...( ppl do tell me more k...abt sat service...) yup....pastor joshua preached today....how faith is activated...(by looking at jesus, looking at the cross) and no matter how small your problem is, jesus can still see...(matthew 14:22-33) even at the fourth watch which is the darkest time, He can still see His disciples having danger on the boat in the middle of the stormy sea!!! so no matter how small ur problem is, rem' that He knows...or rather i believe that even when the problems haven't come He has the answers already...praise the Lord!!-

-My encounter with God during the camp-
21st - 23rd Jan 2005
To tell the truth i was really very tired and sianz when i reached the place....Dunnoe why...feel so strange too....(must be the devil) but i believed that Daddy has reasons/purpose for me to be here...Amen!! He always here with me, all the time....
so true....i loved every sessions...learnt alot of things...most importantly brought me closer to my Daddy....=) i was like crying during every sessions....it's like everything that was preached was for me and only me...and i just felt His presence so strongly....telling me that i'm His, i belong to Him...He will never forsake me...He created me, knew me when i was in my mother's womb and even before that...He's always with me, wanting to mould me into the woman He wants me to be...He loved me so much that He gave His only beloved son...i was once lost, lonely, helpless but now with what jesus has done...He brought us near to our Daddy...making us righteous, blessed, loved, favoured...Without the cross, i'm NOTHING....without Him, i don't know what i'll be today...Praise Him!! He loves me and only me!!! hahahaha~

20th Jan 2005
coolz....today went to JB...did pedicure...so pampered lahz...got someone to serve me....haha~ really had a great time together with God's beloved....the food was really nice and CHeap too!!!
Esther came to my home sweet home to stay for a night....really blessed to have her around...we stay till very late lahz...msn with webcam was really funny and had loads of fun....=) went to bed only at ard 4 plus a.m....!!! talked abit about 2 guys....Lord and a brother in christ...fellowship of the KING....hahaha~ ZZZzzzzz.....

16th Jan 2005
Horray!!! got water baptised today...This is for Him and for me!! yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya...yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya...yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya ya yippie yippie ya!!!(sing)

14th Jan 2005
my 1st CG meeting in my life in NCC....haha~ it was at east coast lohz..see how good Daddy treats me!!=) thank God for bao lahz...yup...really recieved quite alot from gibs....shared alot of things with us....then we spent most of the time praying in the holy spirit and i've got gibs to pray for me too!! felt Daddy's presence and i believed that He's doing something in my life..big things...Amen!! God is just so amazing...to george's dad and ant's silver cab, to me too...yup...so shalom to all....~hugz~

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
11:57 PM

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

today had a great loads of fun buying and dercorating baoyan's presents...and we ended up playing alot of games...lame and funny games...=) especially george....really make me laughed until 'peng'....haha~ so nice to spend time with God's beloved people....God tells us that as christian we have built-in level of commitment to each other as 'brother and sisters' in christ(1 Timothy 5:1-2) so true...we're like a loving family...=)

10th jan 2005, monday

got back my ibm assignment and i did really bad....felt kind of disappointed...but i know Daddy will be with me through this time....and my next assignment will be good..and even the coming mock examz , daddy will guide me in my studies...giving me wisdom to understand what i'm reading and what the lecturers are saying too....i shall let go and commit all my works to him...and shall rest in his everlasting arms...for it's written in Proverb 16:3 - Commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established. (AMEN!)

9th jan 2005, Sunday
the stupid devil is always playing catching up with my Daddy...don't know when will he stop being so childish...(oh yes when Jesus comes down from the heaven on cloud!! then everything will be under my Daddy's control) haha~ praise the lord....i've got the registration form for the water baptism...(i wanted to do it like last last sunday but the registration closed when i went there after 2nd service lohz!!!) thank God that i've great brothers like JJ and AJ whom are willing to help me to get the form....but then i was there so yup....i quickly went to grabbed it...!! and my full name will be natalie joyous tay jia jia....what a beautiful name....praise the lord!! =) and ppl, 2005 will be a great blessed year full of miracles for me and for all of u too....coz we just have to do one thing...that is to GUARD YOUR HEART....let it not be troubled nor be afraid and Daddy will give u miracles if u need miracles...amen!! -SHALOM-

8th jan 2005, Saturday
the first campus meeting of the year...yippie!! preached by our beloved coach madeline....she shared alot of testimonials on how (blessed) ppl had survived when the tsunami came and many got saved too during that time...and more to come....!! and yes...my beloved kimberley grace came to my church and i'm really so excited for her...Daddy loves her so much that He shown her many answers to her doubts on that day....praise the lord!! everything was like planned nicely..(at the right place at the right time)!! haha~ we shall grow more in the lord together my sister....love ya much much...**hugz** my beloved peggan, i'm waiting...=)

7th jan 2005, Friday
i was reading a book titled 'I KISSED DATING GOODBYE' by Joshua Harris since last week....it's really a great book...really shown me alot of things and i also get to know more about Daddy's expectations or rather how we should follow christ(and what that means for all of our relationship with others-whether romantic or not) wow....it's really all about how much Daddy loves us and protects us...i really thank daddy for this book coz' it prepares me and making me enjoying every moment in my singleness ...=) praise the lord!! Daddy loves me...and i'm daddy's little girl...so dun bully me eh!! hehe~

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
3:51 AM

Tuesday, January 04, 2005
blessed!!

i can't help but love You more...when more and more i see how much i mean to you..Jesus...i can't help but want You more...when more and more i see Your goodness onto me...i fall in love with You more and more....Thank God for bringing me to where i am now...learning and walking each step with Him...getting higher and higher...carried in everlasting arms...it's so bless to be in His kingdom!! and i just want to know Him more and more and more....=)

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
10:29 PM

beautiful song!!

**superbly beautiful nice song**

Artist: Michael Ball
Album: The Musicals
Title: All I Ask Of You (phantom Of The Opera)
(andrew lloyd webber/don black/christopher hampton)

No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears.
I'm here, nothing can harm you -
my words will warm and calm you.

Let me be your freedom,
Let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here, with you, beside you,to guard you and to guide you

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you,
now and always promise me that all you say is true -
that's all I ask of you

Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light.You're safe
No-one will find youyour fears are far behind you

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night and you always beside me
to hold me and to hide me

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime .
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here,
beside you anywhere you go,let me go too -
That's all I ask of you

Say you'll share with meOne love, one lifetime
Say the word and I will follow you
Share each day with me,each night, each morning
Say you love me (you know i do)

Love me -that's all I ask of you

Love me,that's all I ask of you

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
8:47 PM

slept at 6a.m!!

##i slept rather late today...6a.m!! yawn** just came back from school...was having sociology lesson....but i didn't catch what Dr porntipa taught today coz i was like dozing off every min every sec..haha~ was discussing about swimming with my friends and realised that nowadays not many ppl(girls) know how to swim....haha~ i'm bad at that too...can't swim laps...i'll either die coz of cramps or lack of breathe....heee~ but i'm learning k...=) yup....got beginner cert k...

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
6:17 PM

wow!!

today had my first lecture of the year...haha~ IBM...get to see my beloved mr nageab and friends...haha~ miss them so much....oh yes...and the refreshments too!! hee~ yup...after my lecture i went to meet my cg ppl...(kaijin, esther,JJ, bingzong, anthony,gilbert, george, ruth.....did i miss out anyone???) yup...went to eat at paragon thai express...the rice was like so nice lohz...haha~ and i saw a few friends there too...one of them was a guy whom i was crazy for in the past....sec school days....guess he dun rem me anymore...haha~ anyhow, had a great time sharing and eating there....then went for a movie at lido...watched phantom...nice show...sad too...well...alot of singing of course...i like the song which christine and raoul sang at the rooftop....so romantic....aww....=) anyway, really had a great blessed time with this ppl...going to sleep soon...having soci lecture tmr...yup...shalom to all^^

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
1:34 AM

Saturday, January 01, 2005
2005....

***BLESSD NEW YEAR***

it's a new beginning of yr 2005.... cool....time really pass by like a rocket...=) it has been raining for the whole day today...my cg actually organised an outing at east coast but now changed of plan...going to marina square to bowl...i'm going to bathe after i finish writting this...haha~ then go meet them...will be fun!! haha~ yup so bless u ppl...have a wonderful day ahead....^hugzz^

natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
1:33 PM