5 more days to Hm6...
Be stirred. Be passionate. Be enlarged. Be inspired.
^shalom^
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
9:30 PM
In times of uncertains
In times of chaos
when all things that surrounds me change
and i dun understand at all.
one thing i hold on to
Your love for me.
*ALL things will work out together for good to them that love God*
*Your grace is sufficient for me, for Your strength is make PERfect in weakness*
in and out of ourself
we can never make things perfect
when facing something disappointing, failures or some imperfection..
we cry, we sit one corner, we isolate, we dun wan to let ppl know that we r such weak creatures, we strive to make things nicely before we come to the Light, or even our beliefs waiver.
recently, my life was like 'duh...huh...eh...ar??' yeah...i felt so tired...so lost...so confused....alot of self effort involve, alot of self centeredness...and i just couldn't believe that my life is beautiful...ya just cant!! i forgot the reason why i'm serving, i forgot that it was never me that could have bring me so far, i forgot to rest in Him, i forgot what are His promises, i forgot that it's never about me, i forgot that my life is not mine, i forgot the first love, i forgot about Him....
but all this while He is saying ' come nat, come to Me....'
Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come
Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come
Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come
Daddy really loves nat...really really loves nat....
yup...this journey....i'm not alone...
counting joy thru all these...counting His blessings...
His love is all i need...
what is so great in this life?? to be loved by HIm.
thank You Lord that my life is beautiful. and my paths can only get brighter and brighter. Nothing i can do to make You love me more and nothing i've done can make You close the doors. Daddy i'm thankful that i have You, really really thankful. thank You for Your perfect gift from above. and Jesus i know You did not regret suffering on the cross for me. really grateful. thank You for loving for who i am. thank You that You are a lavish giver, a merciful God. my life is Yours and take and use it. i'm Your vessel. called to do Your things. and Daddy i believe and i will wait on...You know the best for me!and acceleration to completion to what You have placed in my heart. thank You Lord. Thank You Lord for loving me. i love You. in Jesus name, amen!
always Your joyous.....
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
1:26 AM
Tada** my new blogskin.....super nice isnt it....got the snowy flakes, starry starry and bubbles...so awesome...all my faves...heh heh....all thanks to anthony(thanks bro!) plus my selection, suggestions and contributions....praise God!!^^ wondeful creation by DaddyGod...
went out with lauren today!! our first date....it was super awesome....the company and the shopping!! yeah! bugis is awesome...alot alot of things....heh heh...and then we went to eat at this yong tau hu stall.....nice food!! coolz.....got to know each other better....awesome!!^^
then went to see my beloved est.....miss her mahz...so happy to have seen her...^^ thanks to loyal too! ありがとう!
yup...had an awesome day coz i have an awesome Dad...totally blessed by DaddyGod!^^
**visit kelvin nah's blog...his blog song super nice....when i first got in and heard the song..i felt really peaceful kind...yeah! 'u set me free'....coach angie sang before...aww....
yeah...super tired now...
^shalom^
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
11:52 PM
came back from DARE meeting not long ago....it was another awesome time spent! alot of practical study tibs and what God wants for u in ur studies....He wants u to succeed and also to enjoy the season of being a student...like most of us or maybe just me ya.....hate to study..super lazy...dunnoe what we study for.....yup....but who dun wan to do well and to glorify DaddyGod?! yah lohz....no one wants to be a loser....and u are not!! yeah! so ask...ask Daddy to give u the desire to love and enjoy school....refresh u wnenever u feel like sleeping in lectures...give u the wisdom....and u have the mind like Jesus...so blessed know...and whatever u touch is gonna be propserous know....so touch ur books, ur lectures notes....knowing that they are going to be prosperous why not??!! heh heh...coolz!! i like what pastor dan shared about joshua(joshua 1) about Dad asking joshua to bring the ppl over the jordan into the promise land which moses didnt coz he saw differently from joshua....joshua saw giants as food but moses giants as giants lo...hahahah~ anyway, joshua didnt obey straight away....DaddyGod had to tell Him 3 times "be strong and be of a good courage" and then he went....he saw himself as spy and not someone to deliver the ppl....sometimes we think that we r not good at this not good at that....then afraid to do them.....but it is where Dad's grace works best man......it's His ability to bring u thru ur inability...amen!! coolz....and what more...u think He will leave u there once u reach the promise land....no no! For the Lord thy God is with u wherever u go! He will bring what He started into completion....not leave u half way thru and u zhi shen zhi mian lah!! Praise God!! so much comfort right....ok....at least i am...wahaahaaahah~ yeah coolz...then we had food after that...saw many friends.....really appreciate jaclyn(is the spelling right?hmmm) really enjoyed talking to her....hmm...just feel comfortable with her even though it was our first time talking....hahahah~ coolz....alot of ppl lahz!! heh....
it's been a long time since i blogged....went thru abit.....like 'dry' season early this month...uncertain about what's going on...feel that i cannot do this cannot do that...feel very small.....yah lohz....like what am i to do something great!! something like that....and at first i really didnt want to admit that i am having my 'dry' season....felt kinda not right kind....but really really so thankful...Daddy is so so faithful! talked to Him and eventually got my replied...it was awesome....shared with aiwei dear....coolz!! it's really a time to be vulnerable and trust Him know...to be real with Him...admit that u cant do it but He can....He really can!!
yup then coolz....campus was awesome....woohoo~ really really for me and only me kind....loved...
yeah....n experiencing alot of favour.....serving in campus *is cooking* and my fri group choir ppl....love them...(this is another testimony) and my cough....healed healed! praise God!^^
and our sim first women's meeting at gelare!! finally released what's on my heart....but more to come ya.....love u all women of DaddyGod....
and praise and worship night!! woohoo~ standing first row was kinda coolz...super loud speakers and cannot take off heels and super close view to pastor prince(3 times.....awww....he's so coolz....love...) and the congregation!! woo~ yupp....all are awesome.....
i am super awesomely wonderfully blessed loved restored secured wise joyous coolz favoured!!^^
*esther dear* u r my one and only one esther dear.....no one can replace u....we have grown alot and really seeing each other soaring like eagles.....yup...really really thank God for this eternal friendship....so much grace ya...u know lahz ya....me and my imperfections..in and out of myself...hahahahah~ yup...and now i only wan this friendship to be brought into much greater heights...refresh what we used to do or renew coolz things ya....i love u and i know u love me....we date soon k!!^^ mmmuackz!!
*ashley* himechan dear....our divine friendship...so awesome...Daddy has grace us thru alot ya...be so real and really love the real-ness....encouraging and pointing each other to Christ....yup...so much more to come!! cant wait for our first HM together....and we did alot of first time things together rem?! used to count them....heh heh...yeah! u've been such a sweetness in my life....thanks dear!^^ **hearts connected** haahaha~ i love u....mmmuackz!^^
*aiwei* it seems like u have see thru my heart and i have see thru urs....whaahahha~ thanks dear for being there for me....u're awesome!! things are cooking in our friendship ya!! praise God!! i love u...-hugs-
*all the dearest* amanda silly, charissa, grace, nikki pilly, ber.....mmmmmmmmmuackz
*loyal* a loser for DaddyGod....he loves it..hahahaha~ but a winner in Christ Jesus....really believe that u are called to do great things!!^^
*edmund* u've been a great brother to me!! thanks......
*all who is reading......thanks for reading...heh heh...love u guys too*
what is natalie without all of u being placed by DaddyGod in my life??^^
^shalom^
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
10:21 PM
i was looking thru the photos in my pc....and tada* found the BenGen camp photos!! woohoo~ really miss the fun we had that time...the divine friendships that were made.....the games...MOonstone!!....the praise and worship....yeah...just cant wait for HM6!!!^^ (many told me that bengen was only a glimpse of HM man....so coolz..) anyway, here are a few of the many photos we took....some unglam lahz...heh heh....
the girls were having fun....can see who r the ones?? heh....i still have all the crazy videos know....heh heh....
and the Japanese theme night!! these guys r so not gentle....
women cant seem to stop....heh.....in the ladies....every chance to take photos....yeah...miss the toilets too.....wahahhahaah~
the place we always had our meals....it was really coolz....alot of food.....and teh terik!!^^ 
my bengen group!! we r the best!! full of coolz ppl....anointed ones.....^^ moonstone!!
more then a year already....some things have changed......but the things that were given by Him will not be taken away....amen!!.....the divine friendships, the revelations, the seeds sown, the fun we had together, the love and presence of Daddy.....and yes we have all grown and still growing in Him yeah......we can only be so so thankful and in awe for what He has given and blessed us with^^ coolz....He is blessed to see us blessed...awww....love You Daddy!! and u guys too....heh....HM6 i'm coming!!! enjoy enjoy......life is long....we r to live to eternity....yeah!!
Ecclesiastes3:14 I know that whatever God does, it shall be forever. Nothing can be added to it, and nothing taken from it.
everything beautiful in its time^^
^shalom^
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
1:37 PM
Lack of sleep and rest......feeling quite weak now man....but england won!! hallelujah!! watch until quite kan jong......heh....the goals were scored during late 2nd half..and crouch!!! really eh...but he scored!! praise God! gerard power also!! woohoo~ thank You Daddy for the wonderful shalom blessed sleep later....
yeah! examz' over! it's good....enjoyed the process.....slow but sure victory...heh...and thanks to all who prayed for me and gave me encouragement....really thank Daddy for all of u^^
rreally tired...ZZZzzz...shall sleep le...tmr's worship is awesome!^^
Thank You Lord that You are my Lord....just that alone comforts me...the Lord that cares, the Lord that truely loves me, the Lord that is Lord above all lords and still wants to be with me....Thank You Lord^^
^Shalom^
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
12:22 AM
At the Cross
Oh Lord You've searched me, You know my way
Even when i fail You, I know You love me
Your holy presence, surrounding me
In every season, I know You love me
I know You love me
At the cross i bow my knee
Where Your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now
You go before me, You shield my way
Your hand upholds me, I know You love me
You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that "it is done"
And when the earth fades, falls from my eyes
And You stand before me, I know You love me
i know You love me
this was one of the songs we sang during the rehearsal with darlene...and the screen was playing the 'Passion of Christ' video....it was really ministering and reminded me when i first read psalms 139.....how Daddy has known u before u were born....faithfully recouncilling us to Him...and thru the death and resurrection of Christ we have eternal relationship with Daddy...that is something we cannot earn....only by Grace - undeserved favour....and now nothing can separate us from Him(romans 8:38)....yup.....lovely......and darlene is coolz......her heart for people and for God...woohoo~ it's gonna be so coolz tmr!!^^
it's been a long awesomely wonderful day......went airport to send our beloved loyal jester(should have settled down by now.....we miss you!) then the music ministry workshop and rehearsal(the massage was timely and coolz...really blessed me alot) then to campus and cluster dinner!!^^ the presence of God was awesome....even now(practising the songs and memorising lyrics for tmr!)....DaddyGod is really so so good....in His presence there is always so so much of His goodness His mercy His love.....cannot explain but u just feel comforted and good about everything.....yeah....お父さん ありがと....how great is our God!^^
enjoying.......
^shalom^
natalie is tasting the sweetness of His love at
10:44 PM
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